90 days..

...from the amazing day of January 22, 2010, of course -=)



I'm happy to say that things haven't slowed down for my boyfriend & I. We're still going strong, feeling more connected than ever. Everyday I fall more & more in love with him & our relationship. I've got no complaints, no worries, no negative remarks. But just reading back that last sentence seemed so surreal to me. If you know me at all, by this time in the relationship, we would've had our first fight already or I've already nit-picked at his personality & found something to be annoyed by...but honestly speaking, nothing. I can't even find anything wrong if I lied about it.

Just last weekend, I surprised him by visiting him in Seattle. A month of plotting with his best friends for the perfect surprise & I'm happy to say we succeeded. A billion thanks to them, by the way. They know who they are *hugs* But seeing his face when the surprise was going down was priceless. We both had the hugest smiles on our faces & the fact that we were both on the verge of going crazy with missing each other, it made it all worth it. It was the shortest visit we've had together but we definitely made the most of it. It was the best 46 hours I've ever spent with anyone ever in my life. That weekend made me realize how lucky I am to have him in my life. Then I think about how stupid I would have been to have passed all of this up just a few months prior and trust me, I was so close. That's all in the past & it just seems like ages ago.

So, as I was saying..3 months in & everything is perfect. Well, nothing's perfect but if there was one thing that was, it would be this. The long-distance is never going to be something I'll get used to. Its just something I need to deal with. A little sacrifice never hurt anyone, right? I find myself missing him so much..especially on the rougher days, but I cope. We talk on a daily basis, whether through phone or text or twitter or facebook -- the communication is there & I'm so proud of how we're both handling the distance. I've always imagined a long-distance relationship being a lot harder to deal with than this, but he's made it as smooth as possible for me so when your boyfriend treats you like a queen but respects you like his equal, you tell me...what is there to complain/fight about? Exactly what I thought -- nothing.

I couldn't have dreamt up a more perfect guy or relationship than this. He's funny & our humor meshes well together. He's a perfect gentleman. He doesn't only meet me halfway, but the 100% I give to him, he reciprocates. What more could I possibly ask for? Well, there's ONE thing..can you guess?

Yup. For us to be together -- physically.

Its tough. I wouldn't wish a long-distance relationship on anyone. But I always say, the Lord wouldn't give you something He knows you can't handle. In due time, we will be together. I don't know when all these plans will pull together but I'm not doubtful that we both have the patience to wait. I can see the long-run with him. Our future bright & clear, so I'm in no rush. I understand the weight of a big move like that & I would never want to pressure him into moving anywhere for me prematurely. Missing him is a pain, but just looking at the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? That's enough to ease that pain because I know what lies ahead in our future is definitely going to be worth the wait.

So, call me cheesy, corny or whatever you want but fuck it. I'M IN LOVE! I have the most amazing man in my life who is not only my boyfriend but he's my best friend too!

And before I hit the sack tonight, I just want to say...

I love you so much & every minute we're apart, I'm missing you like crazy. I thank the Lord everyday that he's blessed me with you. You have made me feel happiness like I've never felt in my life. I look forward to the next 3 days, months, years, decades & even centuries with you. Happy 3 month anniversary, boo! 6 more days til we see each other again. I can't wait for our date ;] Thank you for being the man you are -- for all the support you give & the effort you put in. I'm truly convinced you were made just for me -=) I LOVE YOU, CRAZY!

And with all that said...thank you & goodnight, bloggers!