Isn't that the cutest/sweetest thing you've ever seen in your life?! Yes, I know. Be jealous. LOL I'm just kidding.........half-kidding. Totally unexpected and crazy embarassing if you ask me. Not a bad embarassed, its definitely a good embarassed for sure. It was perfect, to say the least. Everything from the detail, to the personalization, to the timing -- *sigh* I wouldn't have had it any other way. Just Him & I....&what seemed like a million balloons LOL but I hope he knows he has to keep it consistent from here on out *hint hint* He set the bar pretty high for himself, not that I don't love it...i'm just saying ;]
Almost exactly 27 months of being single & I can absolutely say I've never been more ready to be in a relationship as I am now. Its definitely the right time and without a doubt, the right person. He's been so understanding, so patient. I know what you're thinking -- "What about the distance? You're in Las Vegas and he's in Seattle. How's that going to work?!" To tell you the truth, I'm not scared of it. Why should I be? We've been technically doing the whole long-distance thing for the past 10 months, why should it change now that we're finally official? We've talked about the situation and we both agree its the smarter, more convenient choice for the both of us. We each have our own lives in our respective cities and we each have our own goals to reach, at least for the next year and a half. The distance is no longer our biggest roadblock because we've proved to each other that it really isn't as big a problem as we originally thought. I admit, attempting to make time for each other every month for the next 2 years is going to be a bit draining on our pockets and our schedules; and I've never been in a long-distance relationship before, but I guess for the right person; anything's possible -=) Call me cheesy, but it's true. Ask anyone who's been in one or going through one, they'll tell you the same.
Are we ever going to be living in the same city together? Oh, definitely. I have to finish up whatever's left of school out here for the next 4 or 5 semesters and after that, the sky's the limit. Whether I choose to join him in Seattle or journey off to Los Angeles, New York, or even Chicago...who really knows! For now, I'm taking it one day at a time and just like this relationship, wherever the road leads..I'll be ready for it -- boyfriend in hand! I am so excited!
So, what now? Everything's back to normal for me here in Las Vegas and the same goes for him in Seattle right now, for the next 7 weeks until we see each other again. Missing him sucks and its always the toughest part of the day for me, but I guess when i start up with school again, time will just fly for me & it'll feel like I'm seeing him every 2 weeks -=) well, I hope it'll feel like that, at least.
January 22, 2010. Cheers to the new chapter & the new man in my life -=) I can't wait for what we've got in store for us and I miss you....times a billion right now! **MUUUUAAAHHH**
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